Bill cleared Friday and I'm still waiting for the relief to land

non-GamStop hit at the right time, £210 on LuckyVibe cleared the last of it. But my body doesn't know how to stop bracing yet — still checking the spreadsheet twice before coffee, still waking up at 06:30 like the alarm's gonna come anyway. Quiet's worse than the chase sometimes. You know you should just sit in it but the hand keeps reaching for the phone anyway.

Sounds like negative ev habit tbh

Yeah that limbo after the clear is real. Body stays in the same gear even when the maths say done

Mate came through last month when it counted so I've felt the backed-up side too. Doesn't stop the next squeeze landing though

Your wr was what on LuckyVibe?

VascoDaGama mate I feel that in my chest — still checking my balance like it'll vanish if I don't watch it. Had an unexpected bill land this week and suddenly I'm back to the old maths even though the run's been decent. Relief's a liar, shows up then ducks out before you trust it

VascoDaGama I get that bracing — felt it myself after every 2014 lock-group mess, body learns faster than the mind lets go. Difference is mine's finally caught up: run cooled off this week, back to earth, but the bill I cleared Tuesday's still gone and I'm sleeping through the night for once. Your LuckyVibe hit landing clean is the bit to hold onto, even if your nerves haven't clocked it yet

VascoDaGama meanwhile I just cashed out lol — Jackbit hit friday, small but clean, felt the same bracing after tho. Like my hands didnt get the memo. Weather's proper clear here too which somehow makes it worse, sitting pretty knowing I could ruin it in twenty minutes if I open the app again

Nz_kayla that lock-group mess — you mean the old vip circuit or something else? My 2014 was all Ignition poker, different flavor of stupid