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1.847 ETH gas to chase a +EV reload with a head full of sand
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BookWorm
Original post · 7 Aug
79 Inside, clear out there, and I'm staring at spreadsheets through sinus fog like it's a virtue. Had the week covered—small green, just enough—and instead of walking I started running the numbers on that sister site reload that's been burning since Tuesday. 35X WR, 40% table weight, 2.3% Edge on paper. Then gas spiked to 12% bridge fee and I ran it again: 1.847 ETH effective cost to get in position. Still +EV technically. Technically.
You ever know something's +EV and still feel the variance in your chest?
Didn't pull the trigger. Waited. Rewrote the sheet three times. Then said it and opened Jackbit 3-card instead, half stakes, half attention. Dropped the small win in forty minutes. Not chasing, just... Present. The math was right, the body was wrong, and there's a difference.
Tight week before payday. Tighter now. Green was green and I treated it like oxygen.
Anyone else grinding with reduced bankroll discipline lately, or you
You ever know something's +EV and still feel the variance in your chest?
Didn't pull the trigger. Waited. Rewrote the sheet three times. Then said it and opened Jackbit 3-card instead, half stakes, half attention. Dropped the small win in forty minutes. Not chasing, just... Present. The math was right, the body was wrong, and there's a difference.
Tight week before payday. Tighter now. Green was green and I treated it like oxygen.
Anyone else grinding with reduced bankroll discipline lately, or you
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