£340 Feels like a month ago already but I'm still up on paper

Tissues beside the keyboard, sinuses packed solid, can't look at a spinning reel without my head swimming. That Aphrodite hit last week—eighteen minutes door to door—already has this weird glow round it, like it happened to someone I used to know.

Still +EV on the month though, that's the number I'm clinging to. Goldenbet weekly's locked in for tonight regardless, six skins means I can rotate if one goes dry. Can't force it when I'm seeing double, but sitting out feels worse than playing foggy.

Anyone else running hot and flat at the same time?