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£340 Wanted Dead win in April and I'm still doing the maths on what it actually cost me
NomadOmad
Original post · 13 Aug
That bonus hit different at the time, proper buzz — cleared clean off GoldenCrown, even sent the missus a screenshot like I'd solved something. But sat here with the calculator app open (aye, actually open, Tuesday night tradition), and I'm working backwards through April's deposits and it's... Not pretty. Think I was maybe £600 deep chasing that hit? £700? The numbers go mushy after a point.
And the sickest part — that £340 didn't even touch the overdraft. Just vanished into the usual. Council tax renewal this week, car's making that noise again, and I'm sat here with £200 of this payday somehow already committed to "recovering position" on the same site that paid me four months ago. Like it's owed to me or something.
The win's not even a win anymore, it's just... Evidence. Proof I *can* so I *must* again. Anyone else got a "good month" from spring that's aged like milk?
And the sickest part — that £340 didn't even touch the overdraft. Just vanished into the usual. Council tax renewal this week, car's making that noise again, and I'm sat here with £200 of this payday somehow already committed to "recovering position" on the same site that paid me four months ago. Like it's owed to me or something.
The win's not even a win anymore, it's just... Evidence. Proof I *can* so I *must* again. Anyone else got a "good month" from spring that's aged like milk?
4 replies
galo_diogo13 Aug
goldencrown's been solid for me too but I know that screenshot feeling — proper temporary king of the world, until the ledger catches up.
ScanTheMan13 Aug
NomadOmad that screenshot to the missus hit me in the chest — did the same in March when that 1800 hit, promised my sister that was it, her birthday came and went and Im still here chasing the same dragon. The maths always catches up in the 3am quiet, always
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