Flush birthday spins cleared and I'm still not used to the quiet
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LiamAnderson
Original post · 22 Sep
So the Flush thing actually worked. Like, paid out, hit the wallet, done. And I keep checking my phone expecting... I don't even know. A bill? A notification? Something to chase?
The money pinch being over is weird man. I'm not scrambling for the first time in I can't remember. Put a bit by, nothing dramatic, just... There. Sitting. And my brain doesn't know what to do with Friday afternoon when it's not emergency-deposit o'clock.
I keep opening Google News for Dallas Texas local news like it's a slot I can hit. Ross Fire up in Palo Pinto, measles case in the county, some guy nailed a police cruiser on 35. Reading it like gossip. At least when I was broke there was a rhythm to it, you know?
Now it's just... Quiet. And the quiet feels like I'm forgetting something important.
The money pinch being over is weird man. I'm not scrambling for the first time in I can't remember. Put a bit by, nothing dramatic, just... There. Sitting. And my brain doesn't know what to do with Friday afternoon when it's not emergency-deposit o'clock.
I keep opening Google News for Dallas Texas local news like it's a slot I can hit. Ross Fire up in Palo Pinto, measles case in the county, some guy nailed a police cruiser on 35. Reading it like gossip. At least when I was broke there was a rhythm to it, you know?
Now it's just... Quiet. And the quiet feels like I'm forgetting something important.
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SimbadThePirate22 Sep
Yeah mate I get that — the quiet after feels wrong somehow, like you're waiting for the catch
Last May I had that £140 cashback from Cleobetra pull me out of a dead night and still kept refreshing thinking it'd vanish, it's never really yours til it's off the table is it
LiamAnderson you gonna chase that feeling or let it sit
Last May I had that £140 cashback from Cleobetra pull me out of a dead night and still kept refreshing thinking it'd vanish, it's never really yours til it's off the table is it
LiamAnderson you gonna chase that feeling or let it sit
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