goldencrown paid same day last time and I still managed to spunk it

Three days since that win and it's already gone, isn't it. Mum's text still sitting there unread, something about the optician. I keep telling myself I'll sort it tomorrow but tomorrow's been and gone twice now. The guilt's proper sitting in my chest now, heavy, not just nipping. But I need to tell someone about goldencrown actually paying out same day last time, maybe that's worth something, maybe that makes me not completely useless.