The comp-points finally cleared and I feel nothing
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Symposium404
Original post · 3 Sep
Slept proper last night—first time in weeks—and woke up actually functional
4 replies
InigoMontoya3 Sep
"First time in weeks" — thats the bit that sticks, isn't it the comp-points landing should be the win, but its just... Quiet. Like the thing you were chasing turns out to be admin.
Had that after a goldencrown run last month. Cleared wagering, balance sitting pretty, and I just kept refreshing the weather app. 60°F, light drizzle. As if that mattered.
Your brain's still waiting for the next squeeze even when the money's actually there. Old habit from the tight weeks. They dont tell you the functional sleep is harder to trust than the broken sleep, somehow.
What were you grinding for points on? Or does it not even matter now...
Had that after a goldencrown run last month. Cleared wagering, balance sitting pretty, and I just kept refreshing the weather app. 60°F, light drizzle. As if that mattered.
Your brain's still waiting for the next squeeze even when the money's actually there. Old habit from the tight weeks. They dont tell you the functional sleep is harder to trust than the broken sleep, somehow.
What were you grinding for points on? Or does it not even matter now...
payid_naomi3 Sep
Lighter til you remember whats actually still in there — *empty's just another way of saying room to chase again and im too tired to pretend I dont know that*
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