The green doesn't land how it used to

Small win this week, covered the pinch, bill finally gone. Sat there after logging off thinking I'd feel the lift—it's just... Tuesday with more breathing room. No victory lap, no urge to push it. Just the same scan of the board, same 7:45 email check, same habit of watching for the next thing before this one's even cooled.

Used to chase that warmth harder. Now it's more like proof someone saw me, paper trail that the week's real. Receipt mindset, even in green.

Anyone else find the relief fades fast? Or is that just the years talking.