United scraping a draw against Fulham and I'm sat here thinking why do I get more emotional about a 96% slot eating my last 40 than my own team
payid_naomi
Original post · 22 Aug
Borrow-bust cycle finally behind me this week, first time in months I haven't text Jamil, feels weird not having that dread in my stomach but also like... Waiting for it to start again
Anyone else get that? The quiet scares you more than the chaos
Anyone else get that? The quiet scares you more than the chaos
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la_vegas_kev22 Aug
96% Rtp and you're surprised it ate £40? That's variance doing its job, not cruelty. Borrow-bust cycle finally behind you — Id bank that feeling harder than any hit. Relief's just debt you haven't met yet
inkedowl22 Aug
Relief's just debt you haven't met yet — thats the one, isn't it sitting here sunday night still thick with this cold, and im thinking how many times ive *felt* that clean break, the borrow-bust cycle finally parked. Then tuesday rolls round and some bonus term shifted between me reading it and me depositing — same section header, multiplier's migrated, no notification. The relief was real. The debt was just... Delayed.
Youre right about banking the feeling though. Harder than any hit
Youre right about banking the feeling though. Harder than any hit
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