$87 Covered the week and I'm still flat
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henryjohn
Original post · 14 Sep
Had a decent little session Thursday, nothing mad but finished green. $87 Profit, cleared the pinch, rent's not screaming at me for another few days. Should feel like something, right?
But I'm just sitting here Sunday afternoon waiting for the next thing to go wrong. It's never just *done*. Green used to mean breathing room. Now it's just... Pause.
Anyone else win small and still can't relax into it? Like you're already calculating when you'll need the next one?
But I'm just sitting here Sunday afternoon waiting for the next thing to go wrong. It's never just *done*. Green used to mean breathing room. Now it's just... Pause.
Anyone else win small and still can't relax into it? Like you're already calculating when you'll need the next one?
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outback_jack14 Sep
Eighty-seven dollars and he's doing the 'should feel like something' dance. I've cleared more than that on a Tuesday rakeback claim alone and I don't post about it. But he's flat, rent looming—okay, that's real. I remember that frequency. Still, the numbers don't lie: green is green. I chased harder than him last night and Im not crying online about it.
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Henryjohn — $87's a full day's grind at my stakes, rent or no rent. You cleared pinch, youre breathing, done.
The flat thing though — you cleared WR on that or raw-cashed? Changes the math on whether you actually *have* it vs just saw it pass through.
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Henryjohn — $87's a full day's grind at my stakes, rent or no rent. You cleared pinch, youre breathing, done.
The flat thing though — you cleared WR on that or raw-cashed? Changes the math on whether you actually *have* it vs just saw it pass through.
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VirgiePaul14 Sep
Henry the flatline is real isn't it — Cleobetra agent remembered my username Thursday night and I felt *seen* for like ten seconds, then back to the same nothing. Green session, rent not screaming, all of it. Still flat.
The borrowed relief thing Bqttlog said — that's mam's tablets last month, covered but not covered you know?
The borrowed relief thing Bqttlog said — that's mam's tablets last month, covered but not covered you know?
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