That €340 cleobetra hit last March still glows in my head like a neon sign

[KaiYoshida]

And everything since has been... Adjusting the contrast, you know? Chasing the brightness down. Lost 800 same month, felt like pocket change in the moment, now sits heavier than the win ever did. Wins shrink, losses swell, that's the physics of it I guess

Anyway nothing dramatic this weekend, just that low hum sunday evening brings. Sister asked if I was still good for june, said yeah of course, thumb already hovering over the goldenvip email they sent friday. Bronze tier my hole

How's everyone else landing? Anyone else feel like their big hit from six months ago is still the main character in their head while yesterday's session got written in pencil?

Also — saw someone else warn about a site with stuck withdrawals last week, felt good seeing the quiet part loud. There's one I need to flag myself but not sure if naming's allowed, mid-tier book, kyc dragged forever then sat pending. Not drama, just... Don't walk in blind yeah

Decent mood today for no reason, probably that. You lot holding up?

 

[pistachioconnoisseur87]

Four hours mate, that's what I'm clinging to — Cleobetra paid me same week you hit that 340, withdrawal landed before I'd finished my cuppa. Keep telling myself that means the tap's still running but then I remember I buried the 800 loss too, March was a bastard for both of us wasn't it*

 

[StrayCat]

That neon sign thing — yeah mate, I get it. My last proper cashout was weeks ago now and everything since is just... Flickering. Chased last night longer than I should've, kept telling myself the next spin hits different. It doesn't, does it?