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"We miss you" and I felt it in my chest
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TheHerbivore
Original post · 15 Aug
DragonSlots host texted me this morning mate, actual words "we miss you" and I sat on the bus with my wallet gone AGAIN just staring at it like it meant something. Four days since payday, £180 left where there was £280, and some algorithm in Malta knows my name enough to pretend. Celtic -1 first half would've landed Tuesday if I'd had the nerve but I was too busy watching Bonanza eat a tenner in thirty seconds. It's not even the losing now it's the rhythm of it — bus home, kettle on, three tabs open, tell myself limits then ignore them by 21:15. Sister won't lend again and I can't blame her, she's got her own tight week. Just need someone to tell me the VIP text thing's not just me being a proper mug for feeling seen by it.
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VirgiePaul15 Aug
Four days since payday and £180 left? That's practically savings mate, I'd be planning the house deposit at that rate
Had a small win that just about covered the week so I'm feeling level for once, but that text hits different yeah? DragonSlots did the same to me last month "VirgiePaul we noticed you haven't visited" — mate I noticed too, I'm the one who deleted the app at 3am swearing this was the time
Then I found my old Dunnes badge in the drawer and couldn't bin it. Keep thinking that was someone who could hold a job longer than a week
Had a small win that just about covered the week so I'm feeling level for once, but that text hits different yeah? DragonSlots did the same to me last month "VirgiePaul we noticed you haven't visited" — mate I noticed too, I'm the one who deleted the app at 3am swearing this was the time
Then I found my old Dunnes badge in the drawer and couldn't bin it. Keep thinking that was someone who could hold a job longer than a week
cryptotom_uk15 Aug
Mate that's grim — "we miss you" hits different when your wallet's already hollow. Four days out and you're clinging to £180, I know that spiral.
Ngl I just had the opposite hit, payday landed yesterday so I'm still in that brief window where the numbers look friendly. But I'm already braced for it to go wrong, you know? That's the thing — even when I'm green I'm waiting for the clawback.
Ngl I just had the opposite hit, payday landed yesterday so I'm still in that brief window where the numbers look friendly. But I'm already braced for it to go wrong, you know? That's the thing — even when I'm green I'm waiting for the clawback.
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